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it sure is different here [12.7.06 - 5.34am] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | yea yea yeas ] my suitmate has ben having sex with her boyfriend every night for the past week.......she's a hippie....he's a hippie.....they both smell like hippie......my suit smelled like a crab cake.......so i closed my door, opened a window and finished off my can of fabreeze. i have a christmas tree. and it is beautiful i have to wish brandon a happy birthday in 36 minutes......and not a minute later......hes sweet (like the reeses im eating.....too sweet.....time for the sun chips) i am planning a 4th tattoo....it will be a moth over my heart.....because i'm tired of runing to the lights that wont stay on........i wrote that in a song once....my favorite of all my songs....because it's personal and true. i feel like a moth.....surrounded in the smell of christmas trees and artificial summer rainshower.....irony at its best. this weekend should be wonderful because right now sure is im getting a tattoo gun for myself......my christmas presant to me........i allready have a couple people asking me to tattoo them...including my friend's penis.....he's simply beautiful and so sweet.........i wonder if he'd allow me to become more aquainted with his penis before i tattoo it....you know...let us introduce ourselves. that would be grand.

[11.12.06 - 7.05pm] well, its been too long since ive even written in this thing...let alone read everyone elses.....its so strange not knowing whats going on in my friends lives..i miss everyone. ive been reading my horoscope EVERY DAY for a while ...and good thinngs are going to hapen soon.

[9.22.06 - 1.00am] HEY! YALL ARE AWESOME...........not gunna lie, im in such a good mood. i think i have food poisining, but im watching vanilla sky.ive never sen it but it seems good. i hate the freak Cruise, but it still seems good. "KEYS OF THE KINGDOM TO MEE!" the people on my floor ROCK and i love them all, my room mate sucks ass but its fun making fun of her with everyone HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh man im so tired.

[9.20.06 - 5.26pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | gorilaz ] HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH im in college..and it rules......most of th time.....it;s awesome when im home and runk, and well, theres more to THAT story, but i aint writing it on the internet....but its SOOOOO GOOOOOD! classes suck for the most part, but when wil school not at least suck a little. im usually awake untill 2 doing homework,writing ppers, drawing or wrapping doornobs in hot wax....it's all pretty god. i miss everyone.i still see all of my dracut bitches, but i havent seen anyone from highschool other than zean and charlette......well i mean, i live with courtney and coco, but COME ON PEOPLE! thanksgiving w should all chill maybe have a pancake breakfast at my house SWEET DEAL!? ...........let me answer that for you....yup! oh man i want to tell everyone what happened but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO i cant, w/e ill tell you guys when i see you. love you all very much liz.

woops [8.20.06 - 10.41pm] and thats why you dont write journal entries after 15 glasses of wine. thanks everyone.but im good.sorry about that. give me a call some time i miss everyone.

[8.18.06 - 12.34am] [ mood | awefull! ] [ music | cat power ] this sucks so bad. ive been drunk every night for the past week..........and im sick of this shit. not the drinking or the rediculous hang overs at work.......not even the dry heaving at 5 in the morning,...................im sick of being sober and remembering that i do have emotion.......im sick of this shit.

[7.21.06 - 12.03pm] [ mood | hung over ] [ music | modest mouse ] mmmmmmmmmmm............................stoli.

[6.23.06 - 11.31am] well, my memere isn't doing too well.....they said shes never going to get any better than she is now....and if you had known her and then could see her now..you'd understand.  i went to surrender last night and just couldnt stop thinking about her....i know that's rediculous, but it's true. here at the house, for some reason, im the "strong one".....i try to do as much arround here for my mom, just because she's takeing it the worst..i meen, it's her mother who's dying here.  so i havent really talked to anyone about any of this, i just kind of.......let it out by letting my grandmother cry on me  or by cleaning her needle pricked fingers because it's the only way i know to helpi suppose....i dont know, it's all just.......hard.  i was sick to my stomache last night...the second i left the hospital and actually thought about her...i was naucious.....especially at surrender......at one point i just got over it and danced and hoped maybe she'd feel it.  she didnt.

[6.15.06 - 9.13pm] [ mood | proud ] [ music | flogging molly ] i want everyone to go get a drink right now....before even reading this........go get a drink.......................... ........................................................................................................do you have one?? no? ........................................................................................................now do you have one? ok... EVERYONE! raise your glass .........to you. that's right.....come on, you can do it, i want you to raise your glass to yourself and whatever good you have done rescently. CONGRADULATIONS!!!!!!! *clinkey*  *clinkey* you deserve it. weather it be something that happened to you, or something you did for someone else......or even something completely selfish....but still something you're happy about or proud of.......raise that fucking coke or fruit2o for those of you who have more will power than i do.................................because we all need to hear it......................CONGRADULATIONS!!!!!! we all love you, i know i do..........and im proud of every fuckin one of you oxygen thiefs. a la fami' ! i love you all,  you can put your drink down now......thank you.

wow wow WOW [6.9.06 - 1.18pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | bouncing souls ] so i've graduated. ...allong with about 670 other kids, what happens next...........i havent been dared to move or lift myself off the floor, like it didnt ever happen......so what?? where's my motivation? am i supposed to become something big and meaningfull? am i supposed to catch the world off guard?? there are so many questions that im SURE jeeves couldnt answer so who will?? i'm not under any influence other than a clear head, which is less common for me that alchohol or drugs, so as you can imagine, im a bit unnerved by the whole situation. i have a whole summer to sit on my ass and party and i am antzy just thinking about it. the only problem is....it's only a whole summer untill i have to buckle down and actually take care of my life and self, thats fucked up....i took for granted everything i had, thinking i was older and could handle myself, and i have come to realise that there just isnt enough time to fuck arround and have fun............................and im a little mad at jeeves for not warning me.  so let's get started shall we?? FUCKIN RIGHT!

wow [5.31.06 - 12.00pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | velvet underground ] wow.................last night..........wow first let's start off with how amazing my day was....shall we? i woke up and went on the computer, checked my mail and chatted with my FATHER on AIM......yea.....told him how to use it......it was creepy at first but then pretty cool because i could say whatever i wanted and he couldnt give me the hairy eye. colleen (coco) picked me up at my house at 12ish, and we proceeded to go to lowell high school....we got to the tunnel and it was 912,384,092,384 DEGREES in the fucking thing....we didnt paint much. skrekas came by and helped........then some random girl came and just sat with us.........fuckin wierd ass. skrekas, coco, and i went to market basket and got picnic makeings...we drove to the cambel and found richie, matt, and kevin and ate our food in the car next to them....i threw cheese at richie, which made him retaliate by throwing EVERYTHING back into our car.....most importantly a cigarett cartain.but it was empty....that's like getting socks for christmas.  we visited jared for a while, donny stole my glasses and we put donut powder under our noses........became camera whores.........then went back to the courts. we visited dj for a minute, we were all going to go to the driving range but i came home because my memere is sick.........but i soon went out ne way. charlette called  i went over and we watched funny music videos,  we went to the res and did some research, talked about photography and took some aswell.  charlette sang songs about killing things because they steel love from her while we walked arround the neighborhood takeing pictures....we went trash picking and found some cool shit, but we dont have it anymore, because it served it's purpose.  when we got back to the house, we ate.........a lott .....then we watched teen witch....SOO GOOOODDDD.  zean came over with dan...but dan had to leave.....so the four of us went back to the res to do more research....MORE....... it was brilliant....so many things about it were perfect....it was all perfect got back to charlette's house and made smores.....sooo gooood.  i came home i suppose because im here now...........but i dont remember anything after the smores...im pretty sure janette drove us home......it was a good night.

[5.30.06 - 11.56am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | sex pistols ] my pool is ready. that makes me so happy. im not in school anymore.......that mahes me so happy...........my father has my screen name.............thats creepy. i can not wait for summer to "officially" begin.aka after graduation.i will never be home.

[5.25.06 - 11.12pm] i am surprised there aren't as many prom updates as i thought there would be....i was almost SURE everyone would be talking about their hair and nails.......damn i owe myself $10

wow [5.21.06 - 11.34pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | sunny road..by i have no idea ] there are times in life, although few and truly insignifigant, but times still, when you realise just how wonderfull the people you sorround yourself  are. that they are the ones you wan to be sorrounded with for the fest of your life. even the immature asses who make you cringe,  color your day like a crayola marker on looseleaf in the third grade.  i almost forgett how much i love the people i know, if not for themselves, than for the stupid but amazing things they do or say.   :a list for youre reference:  a phone call to wish me good luck  leaning over as i almost hit a telephone pole on spencer street, but not yelling at me for sucking behing the wheel  dressing like the blues brothers to your grandparent's 50th anaversary  complementing my outfit even when i look like shit  comeing to see me even when you can't and shouldn't  talking to me when im makeing absolutely no sence  accepting my appology when you really should have held a grudge  correcting my spelling without bieng an ass  putting vanilla in my coffee because you remember how i like it  always giving me a cig......always  inviting me  makeing me hate you for makeing me laugh when all i wanted was to be mad  not changeing, but because im not involved..makeing me laugh by myself at how dumb you  still are  asking for my help  letting me try your grilled twinky....even though i had rescently made fun of you for grilling a twinky  bieng simply wonderfull

oh man [5.17.06 - 7.59pm] what has the world come to when teenagers are so bored sitting at the computer that they  actually begin playing the "win a new ringtone" or "free cruse" games like grab the puppy or kiss brad pit?

SAY WHAT!? [5.15.06 - 4.23pm] what would you name this "hurricane" ??? fact 1) its in lowell fact2) we're flooding fact 3) must begin with an L ...........drumroll please........vanah white walks out in a swinsuit and ducky tube/swimmies.............................. name ladies and gentle men......LA'QUISCHA!

ugh [5.12.06 - 11.20pm] sooo i was in boston all day on a field trip for the fine arts.....i had to pee about 75% of the trip.or that's how it felt. it was fun, i didnt spend any money, blue man group is my new lover and....other than that...........yea, my day...it was long. grow some friggin balls dude.....do something, anything

wugga wugga [5.7.06 - 8.25pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | fiona apple ] whell, i went to dracut last night, colleen and skrek organised a water baloon amubsh ......some of my friends were chillin in the woods, so we attacked them................it was a good time but we had to leave as soon as the night got really good..always a bummer. the musical is over i am SO proud of everyone in it..if i like you i mean...if i dont, then im indifferent to your existance all together and dont really care how you thought it went. today was good. i slept untill 11 then went to mass at 2.........trashy moms went up to recieve first communion with their kids.then we went to dinner (the church choir) was not as equivilant to hell as i thought it would be, actually it was quite the opposite. i had fun, we ate SO much because the head nun kept insisting we ate and enjoyed ourselves. everyone got pretty tanked. i didnt get to go to the show as planned, but its ok, i enjoyed myself...no where near as much as i would have at the show but i still had a good time., only thing is that i PROMICED myself that i would go and party tonight because the musical is over and it didnt happen. all i have not is the TAG show which you all had better come to.its may 20th and i expect you all to be there.......ill hand out invitations....i swear to god, if he doesnt come.........it's over........OH GOD i wanted to kill "you know who" the other night, those of you who want to kill this person aswell.....ill tell you about that some other time. night all

YOU KILL MY FATHER...PREPARE TO DIE [5.3.06 - 11.33pm] [ mood | what the fuck!? ] [ music | oasis wonderwall ] why??? .............why? this is not a rhitorical question....what the fuck is my life? even vanah white wouldnt present this one...its awefull..i feel like a chicken with it's head cut off. musical is almost over.......and im glad because i want to kill myself lknzdoih ocqijher ..UGH what is my life? english project.woah woah woah.......since when is it funny to anyone but satan to have a presentation and paper due on the same day as the first night of the musical?? oh today?? right right. my b im not getting railed..this is a problem.........i was going to go to the 251 on sunday and just.piss the night away and celebrate the end of the sodomy session bialzibub was haveing with my ass....but NO i have to go to lunch with the nuns.....i hate my life and your mother. ......not getting railed?? say WHAT!? make a fucking move you dumb piece of foreskin!......but you never read this..so that was dumb. so every time i forgett him...i see him again. he pops out of nowhere...and its AWEFULL not funny.who writes the script for my life...is this the fucking truman show?? if it is.....a coaked-up woody allan is writing it...while drinking absenthe...because only someone COMPLETELY fucked up could find humor in this.

ugh [4.5.06 - 8.15pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | flogging molly ] well, irony kicked my ass AGAIN, but this one was the best.........i think because it sucked the most and still doesnt ciece to stop SUCKING BALLS. i have to be in boston at 7 tomorrow morning and i get to drive there with mrs santagati and the superintendant of school YAY! i hate my life....i cant wait till the summer....getting another tat and maybe piercing my lip. AND ill be at the beach and chillaxin with friends all summer, fuck being home to spend time with the family........s.u.m.m.e.r......amen i just want to thank the obvious girls who make it worth wakeing up in the morning and i cant wait untill tomorrow. i love you ... liz

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